Monday, 6 May 2013

Nancy


Nancy was only 14 years when she fell. Ten meters. She came crushing down, her panga in hot pursuit. Thoughts of her brief life flashed by in those few but critical seconds. She recalled her unfinished work. The young class eight boy. He gave her the look a couple of times. Her childhood crush. Soon, very soon, it would all be meaningless. She would never have had her first kiss.

The rooster had only crowed an hour or two ago. At the crack of dawn. A chilly Tuesday morning. The curtains lay in wait, ready to bring to an end a story. Nancy's life. The rest was blank. Pain fibers firing in synch. She wished to writhe in pain, but she couldn't. The bright morning sky was no longer in view. It had all turned dark.

When I met her, she lay in bed. Helpless. Even so, in this state, she flashed a smile. She had lived to see the day, the sun, the people, mum, dad, and all those she considered dear. Being alive had never felt this good. It was as if she had just awoke from another horrible dream. Indeed it was infective, her grin, amid all the scores of bruises that covered her face. Still untouched in hours following the incident.

It was one o' clock. The sun had not set since her mother found her silent on the evergreen. Her panga lay beside her, coming inches away from her belly. It was a miracle. She didn’t respond. Her mother wailed helplessly: "Nancy! Nancy!". Her clothes were wet. Blood. No. It was more like urine. It soaked her garments. Amid the cold there was no response.

She had regained consciousness an hour later. This found her on the way to Chuka District hospital. A small government facility. Located on the hilly slopes of Mount Kenya. It stood set in the serine windward environment, a short drive off the Nairobi-Meru road. She lay on its hospital

She could not move her from her position.  Her body lay in defiance to her intentions to follow my requests. She was like a marionette, set in mid animation. Pain jolted up and down her spine. I tried to turn her, but this only made her smile quickly fade. Replaced by grimace and mourns. I ordered X rays and started on a steroid. They looked nothing far from usual, no broken bones no deformities. Her smile had swiftly brushed away all bad omen. The diagnosis: Spinal shock. A temporary condition in which  one loses control of  both sensory and motor function. It recovers within 72 hours.

Each day that passed saw her slowly regain control. Like a virus infested laptop, that had acquired a new antivirus. Slowly but surely. I learned a lot from this girl, having woken up to a fate only second to death. Smiling and laughing. She made my rough days worth looking up to. Knowing that a smile could make each day brighter.

Tuesday, 26 February 2013

The boy who touched my heart…


The long rains had just begun and the weather was rather chilly. He wore a home-knit green marvin, wore green sweater to match and an oversize pair of black pants. He sat on the bed with his mother besides him. He stared apprehensively at me with his big black eyes, balancing a few drops of tears. When I inched closer, he responded by cuddling his mother. I stretched out my hand a flashed a smile in response.

“Simo, salimia daktari.” (Simon, say hi to the doctor) his mother said in a slow but reassuring voice. He then smiled back. “ Anaogopa sindano.” (He is afraid you will inject him).

“Usiogope, sina sindano.” (Fear not I am not going to give you an injection) I said taking a seat on the bed. He reluctantly offered his hand and I clasped it in mine: he was running a fever. He then broke into a session of repeated coughing lasting about a minute or two: his chest was very congested. “Pneumonia,” I thought. Could it be that he had fallen victim to the weather? I continued to take a focused yet extensive history.

Mama Simon informed me that her three year old boy had been unwell for about a month. It had started with him not playing as much as his other six siblings. He was always fatigued and had developed the cough and a fever over the past seven days. They lived in Lodwar, but during the cold nights he had drenching night sweats for the past month. However, it was not until his cough got worse that she visited the local hospital in Lodwar, where they were referred to Moi Teaching and Referral Hospital.

This had me thinking, pneumonia was a possible diagnosis but it left a lot to be desired. The history was one month old, he had easy fatigability and night sweats. Being constitutional symptoms, they were not specific for any illness but they meant I had to rule out any malignancies or TB. Malaria was highly unlikely to be the primary diagnosis given the duration of illness, but I had to send a blood smear to rule out its presence at the time of presentation. Moreover malaria and pneumonia were treatable at Lodwar, and Simo had no obvious signs in history to warrant referral.

It was during examination that I noticed that Simo was very pale i.e the amount of hemoglobin in his blood was low and there were tiny bleeds in his gums. He also had a mildly enlarged spleen. “Oh my!” I thought. Blood cancer was now at the top of my list. I needed a complete blood count. I looked back at Mama Simon and forced a smile, “Ameongezewa damu?” (Has he had a transfusion?).

“Ndio, moja.” (Yes, one pint)

This was not enough, so I also planned to order a more few pints. I explained to mum that we had to work him up and promised to be back feedback. In the meantime I instructed a course of antibiotics for the pneumonia and some paracetamol for the fever.

It was not long before the results were back. The nurse handed this to me and I took a seat at the nursing station. Simon, out of the hospital corridor had seen me and came running. “ Jomba, jomba, jomba, mum jomba amekuja.” (Uncle, uncle, uncle, mum, uncle has come.) His mother waved him off and waved at me. His pants fell to his knees and he stopped to pull them up. I stood up, smiled and went to pick him. We exchanged greeting and he asked for the sweet I had promised him earlier. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the lollipop I had bought on the way to the ward.

He sat on my lap as I reviewed the results. My spirits were dampened when the complete blood count confirmed my suspicions. All the cell lines were abnormal. His chest X-ray pointed to a bronchopneumonic process, inferring that he had pneumonia. His malaria test was however negative. The next step was examining his blood and bone marrow under a microscope. I looked at Simon and told him we go say hi to his mother.

I took time briefing the mother about my suspicions and what we needed to confirm and the consequence of either diagnosis. She had never heard of leukemia. She had left her children alone in Lodwar and was very concerned as to their well-being: she was the only breadwinner. I promised to do my best to get them home soon and contacted the social worker to take over the case. I knew if I did not address this she would eventually default treatment.

The tests took about a week to be processed, by that time, Simon’s pneumonia was cured and he spent most of his time playing at the Sally Test playground. By this time we had bonded. When I was writing down notes he would sit beside me, ask for a paper and a pen and doodle. The result read Acute Lymphocytic Leukemia. As was usual I sat with Mama Simon for counseling. This was the last session, since I would have to work them up for transfer to the oncology wing.

Her first question was when she could go home. She understood the treatment as I had earlier explained is a 2 year course. I took time to explain about the breaks available in between the courses of treatment but made sure to note that that decision however would be made by the cancer doctors in consultation with her.

When Simon was off my service, I missed his presence; it was never the same without the young boy who sat next to me doodling. I made a point to visit him. He had just received his dose of chemo and appeared sicker than I had ever seen him. I had expected this though.

Over time his condition improved as the tumor burden fell. It was approximately a month and a half when he received his first two week break. His mother informed me on phone.

She called me a few days ago: it had been a year since admission. Simon was well; however, she had not been back to hospital since. I asked her why and she said God had healed him. I pleaded for her to visit the local hospital for a complete blood count. She promised to do so, but I am still not convinced she will.